BLACK or WHITE... WRONG or RIGHT

So many things I'm going through, not knowing what to do.
Who knows what's wrong or right?!
People say it's wrong, but I feel its right.
Is it love or is it lust?!
A no-no or a must?!
Waiting for him to call....
All he seems to do is stall...
Waiting for that special kiss...
Wondering is it worth the risk?!
Will my family approve?!
That's the question I ask myself...
What should I want more--
Approval or Happiness?!
Is there Happiness without Approval?!
Should I pick a guy would could make all my dreams come true.... Or
A family who's been there even when I was blue?!
Who's to say what's wrong or right?!
What's wrong to you could be right to me & what's right to me could be wrong to you...
Opinions may vary..
As you can see...
I just hope that you will always Love me...
No Matter what my Decision maybe--
BLACK or WHITE
WRONG or RIGHT

CONFUSED, SELF-HATE

How am I so smart, but get nowhere?!
My dreams....just rotting away.
Forgetting who I am & becoming nothing.
More than anything in the world I hate the person I am, but feel no remorse for the regrets I have.
Why can't I save me?!
Is it because I hate myself to the point of no return?!
Trying to find my way out, but don't know where I am.
How can people love when I can't even stand myself?!
What did I do to me to make me feel this way?!
I was born to be great!!
I'm suppose to be somebody!!
For some reason I can't do anything, but make myself fall deeper in this hole...
I'm not ready for GOD to take my life & I would never take my own...
So how do I figure out where to go from here....from nowhere?!
This is not for me!
This is not enough!
I'm not happy with myself... Mentally, Physically, or Emotionally!
Until then....
This Font I keep on---
I'm not even sure I can take it off...
I've been a liar for a long time

Who Am I?!

BROOKLYN BEZAR: PERFECTLY IMPERFECT

BROOKLYN BEZAR: PERFECTLY IMPERFECT: I am nowhere near perfect!! I eat when I'm bored.. I fall for people easily.. I'll annoy you--tick you off! Say stupid things & then take t...

BROOKLYN BEZAR: SPEAK UP!!

BROOKLYN BEZAR: SPEAK UP!!: Self expression plays a major roll in living a happy life! Think for yourself... Form your own opinions... When you conform to the way other...

SPEAK UP!!

Self expression plays a major roll in living a happy life! Think for yourself... Form your own opinions... When you conform to the way others think, they have power over you--mind control! I'll never understand why some people are so consumed by the opinions & actions of others... STOP TRYING!! if it's for you then it wouldn't be that hard... BEING IS SIMPLE-->>POSING IS COMPLICATED!!

If you have NO OPINION then you have NO VOICE..

I WILL NOT LET YOU THINK FOR ME.. I WILL NOT BE SILENT

BATON ROUGE MUSIC COMPANY

Tuesday Jan.4 CELEBRITY TUESDAY

its GOING DOWN-->
JAN 4TH tuesday
@ CLUB CHEERS 10pm
3505 plank rd.
* CELEBRITY TUESDAY* hosted by: JOHNNIE DOMINO & BIG FACES ENT.
-->performances by:
lil BOXX, THRILLA, black CASPER, lady CAM & lil SAV.